Unless you have an amazing personality and are pretty, liking someone is shit.

It’s sad when you get on really well with someone when you’re at school together but you know you won’t keep in touch afterwards. You might think that the easy solution would be to keep in touch with them but it’s not always as simple as that. I feel like I’m running out of time with someone and I’m going to miss them when we leave school. I guess I just have to enjoy the time we have left together.

I just feel completely mentally exhausted at the moment. It’s so tiring living in constant fear, and the worst thing is that the thing I am absolutely terrified of is outside of my control.

I know this is such a shallow thing to say but I really wish I was pretty, not for the benefit of other people for for my own.

It’s such a shame not knowing someone as well as you want to. There is someone in my life who is only an acquaintance, a friend of a friend, and it’s sad knowing that he won’t ever be anything more than that to me. From the time I’ve spent with him I’ve realised that he has all the qualities I find attractive in a guy: open-mindedness, slight self-deprecation, charisma, kindness, intelligence, wit, a sense of humour, and good looks (to me, anyway). And, amazingly, he’s never had a girlfriend which surprises me because I thought other girls would have fallen in love with his personality too. It seems weird to say it when I really don’t know him very well but he honestly would be like my perfect guy. So it’s sad to think that he shall always remain an acquaintance.

I am so stressed right now, just when I thought everything was going to plan I’ve had this feeling that won’t go away that I’ve made the wrong decision.. but I’m still not sure that I have. Plus I know it’s going to be so difficult to rectify and I’m not clever enough to do what I think is the right decision anyway :( Seriously wish I was still in primary school so I didn’t have to worry about stuff like this!

OK if you like her fine there’s nothing I can do about that, but if you’re going to be with her stop begging for attention off me, it’s not fair on either of us.. I don’t understand why you would keep messaging me anyway if you’re so happy with her.

Girl logic is so stupid, we’re all like “waaah why don’t I have a boyfriend?” but then we don’t want to go out with the boys who show any interest in us

If I think about it, this has seriously been my year. So many good things have happened for me this year, in terms of achievements, experiences and friendships. I know I spend a lot of time complaining about the things I don’t have, but for once I’ve stopped to think about all of the amazing things I do have. I’m really grateful. 

Oh fuck. It seems like history is repeating itself. Or I just have the worst luck in the world. Why do I always go for the same guys? I thought I wouldn’t make this mistake again and without meaning to I have. Seriously ruined my mood. Ugh literally I will be single for life

I’m scared to go into this full-on because I don’t want to end up getting hurt like last time. I wish there was some way you could just find out how people felt about you before you got too tangled up in it all.

I wish I wasn’t someone who got jealous because it’s pathetic and immature but I can’t help it, I just do. 

Wanting to follow someone you know on the Tumblr account they don’t tell anyone about so they’ll know you’ve been stalking them if you follow it

I swear I’m so bad at building relationships with people, if I try to be myself I end up saying something really stupid then they think I’m weird and I’ve ruined it already, ugh

Making up scenarios in my head of things I want to happen with people I like

and then remembering that it’s my life I’m thinking about so nothing will happen